kt
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Is everything as great as people make it seem?
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Post by kt on Apr 9, 2004 3:12:01 GMT
i get bored sometimes and just feel like writing about my emotions and stuff...so here goes nothing...
how can you say you love us, when you hit us? when you say were not living up to your expatations? do you know how to love? am i just a mistake? or am i a burden? why do i have to listen you you argue and scream? what did i do wrong? why can't i live a normal life, one without the screaming and harsh words? can't i just go to bed without crying? or am i just stuck with this life? could i make a difference? or am i just not good enough? i refuse to let myself grow-up like you, i won't put my children through this h*ll. i must stay strong, and stick it out for 4 more years, then i can leave, without ever looking back, then i can have a normal life, one without you.
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